Heart over mind..
because that's what makes me happy..
because that's what makes me happy..
I miss you so much but I don’t know if you are missing me too..
I always think of you but I don’t know if you are thinking me too..
I am loving you but you are loving other girl..
But despite all these..
I am still hoping that someday, you’ll feel the same way that I do..
I am on a straight duty AGAIN.. I can’t count already as to how many times I have this kind of work.. Why is it me who always understand? Why is it me who always sacrifice.. What about my personal life? I’m not being selfish.. I can understand.. I can adjust but not ALWAYS..
aiko melendez = aiko xioxi blardoni melendez
aj dee = angel james dee
aleck bovick - ma. theresa bovick tambis
alice dixson = jessie alice salones dixson
alma concepcion = alma carvajal concepcion
amanda griffin = amanda claire griffin
amy austria = esmeralda tuazon
ana roces = marinella…
Broken.. This is to describe my heart right now.. So very painful that I want to cry but I am controlling it cause I am still thinking that he is not worth it.. But sometimes I think, that’s the only way to release the pain in my heart.. I want to ask God why He allowed this to happen.. I was not after him before.. I didn’t even care about him.. He used me to cover up his pain.. He was down and there I was.. I was like a super girl who rescued him in his time of distress and now that he is happy again, he forgot his promises to me.. He forgot the times that we were happy then.. He forgot me.. He is so nice that I didn’t even got a hint that he was just using me.. I want to ask God also why he allowed me to love this man.. I thought he is the answer in my prayers.. I thought he is the one who could lead me to right life.. I thought he is not like the other guys.. I thought he is different.. I thought he’ll fight his feelings to me because he was so sweet and caring then.. I got so blinded of him being so religious.. I hate myself cause I allowed this to happen despite the signs that God gave me.. I want change.. My love life is always like this.. I don’t want to reach to a point where I can no longer trust someone.. </3